Sushant RIP (Return If Possible)

WHY.. WHY... WHY ............................

Im not a fan of anyone esp in Bollywood. But have few likings for some actors. One of them IS Sushant Singh Rajput. I liked him since Pavitra Rishta. Had watched that serial only for him. 

14th July 2020, A shocking news that Sushant died of suicide. And its been 4days still am unable to believe that Sushant is no more. Though never known him personally nor was a crazy fan nor had followed him on any social media platform. Whenever his movie was released, used to watch only for him as he really is a good actor.

Then why this sadness inside me? Why am I not able to take this news. Never felt such a feeling for any actor or anyone when they left the world. Probably the only reason... 

I lost HOPE...

All my life i was thinking im a failure. Never succeeded in anything. Seeing others always felt very low. And tried and trying my best in all kinds of fields. Yet, just remained where Im still ..completely zero!!

But, when we see Sushant, he had none from this industry to recommend or uplift him. He struggled, worked hard and earned his name, fame etc. He even bought a land on moon. Imagine, what more can we say about success. He had everything and could get anything with a snap. But, he proved this wrong. Probably, we should get the Awareness that Success, Money, Name... nothing ACTUALLY matters. What actually matters at the end is HOW ONE LIVED THEIR LIFE!

And, Sushant being just 34yrs, lived his life. He had wrote his 50 dreams and he was ticking one by one with a big big smile.... 

We never will know what triggered him to take such a decision. But, he definetely is NOT a coward. Depression is such a hell that one really doesnt know what they are doing. Trust me, I had been in that hell for 6months and I wish no one, not even my worst enemy should undergo that situation.!!

All it takes is the courage to overcome that situation. When we are Happy, that phase disappears one day. Likewise, any sad phase will pass soon. Give Time the time to set things. Nothing is precious that our LIFE. 

Whoever is undergoing this depression, may you get all the strength and power to overcome. Just think about your family and loved ones before taking any steps! They suffer the most after you are gone. 

Oh Sushant RIP (Return If Possible)!!!!!!